I love it when you read to me

I have the same dream every night, it’s in a different setting with different people but you’re always there. We don’t speak. We just avoid each other, it feels like we’re almost enemies. I don’t feel like I know you or ever have known you I just look at you as though you’re a stranger. We talk to our friends but we don’t talk to each other anymore. Not after what happened. And even though I used to see you so differently, as my best friend, things have changed. We don’t even acknowledge each other now. I have this same dream every night now because I have a feeling it’s what’s going to happen when I see you next. It’ll be the same, we’ll be with our friends but we won’t speak, we’ll feel like strangers and all of our years and memories will be gone along with our friendship.

My back is so fucking sore from standing in heels all day :(

I had the weirdest dream… Basically I was in this area with all my aim friends and we were just talking and taking photos and stuff and then I left and I wandered into this abandoned primary school. I walked in and realised I was being stalked by a creepy man so I kept walking faster and faster. I ran into a young teacher and I was explaining that this man was following me and she helped me by waiting by the corner and kicking him in the leg. When he was on the ground we threw some mats over his face to slow him down and we started running. We both found these guns and we were ready to shoot him incase he tried to hurt either of us. He came running after us saying he was going to kill us and he had a crowbar in his hand. I was shooting almost anything that looked like it moved including trees.. (weird I know) and then the teacher walked up to me. I thought she was trying to help me but she just said “I’m sorry but I can’t work with you” and put her gun up to shoot me but instead I managed to shoot her. I kept running through the school going through classroom after classroom actually so scared for my life and then I landed in this large room with a few other people including my sister and aim friends. There was a magician standing and doing weird tricks for everyone and as soon as the creepy guy came in after me the magician saw him and made him disappear. I was so relieved and happy that I sat down with my friends to enjoy the show. There were about 10 large open black box things with doors and the magician asked one person for an item of jewellery. He told two people to pair up and walk into one of the boxes. They walked in, shut the door and the magician did some sort of magic spell and opened the door to reveal an empty box. We were all really excited to try it and we all sat in a long line with our partner next to us. Then out of the box came each one of us dressed exactly the same but almost transparent and lifeless. We just glided through the air completely emotionless. My one grabbed my hand almost in pain and started squealing. I was really weirded out but I figured it was just for the show. Then the magician tried to get my jewellery but I told him I couldn’t give it to him so he asked for this mans necklace. Then we all started to prepare ourselves to go into the boxes, I paired up with one of my friends and my sister was next to me. Then suddenly I thought about what was happening, where did the box lead to and how come we all came out of the boxes almost like ghosts. Then I realised my ghost was trying to warn me, the box wasn’t safe, it didn’t vanish people it killed them. That’s why our ghosts came out, it wasn’t for show it was real. I warned my friends and sister and they tried to warn the other strangers but some of them laughed it off like we were joking. We all were told to go in our boxes with our partner and a countdown started. As soon as the door shut it was counting down from 10. Most of us broke through the back of our boxes and ran to the back door. My spirit followed us and smiled at me then vanished. We left the building through an emergency exit and ended up on the street with a crowd of other people, it was daylight and we could just see the open door from the old building we had just escaped. the magician followed us. We looked back frightened that he’d catch up to us but when he reached the door he seemed like he was stuck. We figured that he was a ghost too and he wasn’t allowed to leave the building and neither was any of the people he had tricked into going through the box. So that was my dream, it was really weird and vivid and fucked but yeah.

Ehh my parents want to move to a huge apartment in the next year or so which will mean I’ll probably have to move with them and our house will go up for sale for 4 million. Joy..